This weekend I’m slated to do some ultra-sexy rope bondage at The Weird Bar in southeast Portland, OR. So what, exactly, does a bondage performance entail? The truth is that I’m not really sure since I’ve never done one before and I have only seen a little of what goes on at our local parties. I’m probably in over my head, but what the hell, I’m gonna do it anyways.
To give a little taste of what I’m thinking, try to imagine yourself in the center of a crowded room. The brightness of the light in your eyes makes it impossible to see the people surrounding you, but you can hear their whispers and the tinkling of ice in cocktail glasses giving their presence away. A prickle of sweat pops up on your neck as a thundering bass line slowly grows to an overpowering crescendo, drowning out the buzz of the crowd in your ears. A bundle of rope hits the ground and you fall to your knees, locking your eyes with me as I sway my hips and pull the fiber across the back of your neck, feeling for knots and kinks. The vibration tickles and soothes until I grab both ends tightly, and jerk your face into my lace-covered crotch. I hold you there as I grind my hungry little clit against your nose in time to the beat, casually throwing a stocking covered leg over your shoulder. In a flash I drop my leg and leave you gasping for air as I move behind you, deftly tying your wrists. You flex a little, feeling the firm bite of the rope against your body as I build layers of rope and restraint, rendering you helpless for everyone to see. Mmmm, it makes me think of endlessly sexy phone sex scenarios.
Hopefully, it’ll go something like that. I’m a little nervous and a lot excited. As much of an exhibitionist as I am, I definitely get scared in front of crowds. Stage fright, anyone?! I’ve definitely got it. But I firmly believe that the root of confidence is preparation, so I’ve been busy wearing out my boy pet with endless practice sessions. At this point all I can do is lean into the discomfort and just see what happens out there. If you happen to stop by, be sure to say hello!