Keys in My Hand

It sounds strange to think about, right? Just a little piece of metal, really. Nothing special. Some of you are probably a little confused as to what the big deal is, and those of you who aren’t confused are probably a little excited right about now because you know exactly what I’m getting at here.

You probably even have a little cock cage at home, something you use alone, all that hot shame and excitement coloring your face when you pull it out, running through the script you’re playing out in your head. It’s not just a little playtime you’re looking for here, you’re imagining the hot mistress of your dreams tying you down, and pulling that awkward little pile of plastic and parts out of a drawer near the edge of your vision. You can’t quite tell what it is in the thin light, but you can hear it and you know what’s coming next. She’s been teasing you about locking you up for weeks, months now. Part of you wanted to dare her to do it, so overcome with your fantasy that you forget how dangerous that would be.

And now here you are, helpless in her bed, that strange, mysterious, demanding woman standing over you, the hard plastic cage in one hand and a small lock and key set in the other. An evil grin on her face completing the scene. Your cock twitches a little and starts to get hard when she grabs it, you can’t help but be overcome with desire when she touches you, she trained you to be this way for her. She giggles and torques your dick in directions it was never really meant to go, trying to coax it back down to a state of semi-hardness. Her fingers manipulate your equipment, forcing it into the tiny little cage, clamping the ring down and before you can make a noise to protest you hear the final “click” of the lock sliding into place.

She laughs.

Your cock tries to get hard, but finds nothing warm to touch, just the cold, hard outline of the chastity belt that you’re stuck in now.

She looks at you and giggles evilly again, sliding those keys onto a long chain and tucking them into her cleavage as she walks away, leaving you there to squirm in your denial, wondering what the hell you’ve agreed to and when you’ll ever be able to feel your cock again.

Not for a long time pet, Not for a very very long time..


The Most Wonderful Time of the Year

Wow, I can’t believe it’s been a month since I updated this blog. Time does tend to slip away from me. Thankfully, lately that has been because there are so many wonderful, exciting things happening in my life. If you’re interested to know it’s been more of the same; working hard, traveling, torturing boys, and having fun with my kinky friends. I’m also gearing up to teach my Intro to Rope class, which isn’t as exciting as it sounds. Basically I am writing a research paper on bondage. Wait, maybe that is EXACTLY as interesting as it sounds, to me anyways. The history of bondage is pretty crazy and I’m excited to share what I’ve learned with everyone.

Also, my birthday is coming up! I might just run a little phone sex special to celebrate, so keep your eyes peeled for that one. I’m planning a little party for some of my kinky friends here in Portland and I can’t wait to see what happens there. It’s been a hell of a long time since I had a party like that, and I have to say I’ve missed the festivities. My birthday is my most favorite day of the whole year (check out my VYou responses if you don’t believe me) and I’m already counting down the days! It’s not even the presents that excite me, just the fact that I get to spend a whole day celebrating how awesome I am. And let’s face it, I’m pretty damn awesome. =)

Kisses!
Cindy


My Sexy Life

I’ll preface this by saying this post is going to be light on the sexy. It’s more of a “What have you been up to lately, Cindy?” kind of thing. The short answer is, of course, Lots! I’ve been a very busy little PSO this last month, and enjoying every minute of it. In between taking your sexy calls I’ve been spending a lot of time at my favorite Portland tattoo shop getting work done on a full sleeve that I’ve been dreaming about for more years than I care to remember. I haven’t posted any pictures yet since it’s still not quite finished. Hey, give me a break, a full sleeve is a lot of work! We’ve put in just about 12 hours over the last six weeks and it’s only *almost* done. If I’m being totally honest I have to admit that another reason I haven’t posted pictures is because I’m not sure how some of my callers will react to the change. I know that part of my appeal is the ‘sexy-librarian-girl-next-door’ semi-innocent thing and I’d hate to think that I’d lose you guys over my body art. ::shrug:: Hopefully that’s just crazy talk. I have already noticed people looking at me and treating me a little different (not always in a bad way.) Tattoos are pretty widely accepted in Portland, but I wonder what the world outside of my hipster bubble will think. It shouldn’t surprise anyone that I’m not telling my parents. They can just see it when they see it. (Which might be never, who can say?) Other than spending all my free time and money in the tattoo shop, I’ve been having a TON OF FUN recording videos over at VYou. You can ask me questions publicly or privately and watch the answers on cam! How cool is that?* Check it out and ask me stuff!

*I hate to have to even put this here, but it bears mentioning, so here goes: Please don’t approach me about getting naked or fucking myself on cam for you. I just won’t do it. And if you tell me that I’m “cute enough” to do cam work, I swear to Christ I will reach through this computer and strangle you where you sit. /rant


Rope Bondage 101

Hello everyone! I have some very exciting news to share. I’m delighted to announce that I will be teaching Rope Bondage 101 in conjunction with the Misfit Academy right here in Portland, Oregon! Are you new to the world of rope? Curious, but not sure where to start? Then this is the class for you! We will spend time talking about the history and psychology of rope, and then after a short safety lecture we will dive right into the tying part. There will be plenty of practice time during class so that we can work on building the muscle memory necessary for confident rope bondage. For more information, or to register online Click Here Now!


Dental Device Bondage

Unfortunately for me, I have a trip to the dentist coming up. Nothing major, just a little routine maintenance. Well, that’s what the hygienist would say, “It’s no big deal, you’ll be fine” but I must confess that the dentist scares me and trips to that chair are not on my list of favorite things. But I suck it up and take my medicine like a big girl because I’m an adult and that’s what adults do, right?

Yeah, I guess. But being an adult is such a drag sometimes! So I decided to have a little fun with it and make a little game out of the ordeal. It’s not hard, I get so anxious just walking through that door that I already feel a heightened sense of drama surrounding everything. What typically looks like a horror show of soft pastel scrubs and watered down jazz..well, it still is but my fantasy kicks in as soon as my butt hits that snazzy vinyl chair. I wore a low-cut top and a loose, flowy skirt, daring without underwear just to facilitate the experience. I take a deep breath after the hygienist leaves, and I begin to imagine that small bio-mechanical straps emerge from the armrests, tightening around my wrists. Similar straps wind their way around my abdomen, thighs, and ankles until I am completely restrained, unable to move my body an inch in either direction.

Just as I realize how helpless I am, I hear the door click as the doctor walk into the room behind me. As usual, he bustles around behind my head, doing who knows what while I listen to the little metal sounds of instruments hitting a sterile tray. The doctor coughs, clearing his throat and leaning over me, turning on the bright light and shining it into my eyes before I can get a clear view of his face. He pushes a button and the chair reclines a bit before I feel it moving in an unexpected direction, the mechanics forcing my legs open. Surprised, I try to find the doctor’s eyes in the flare of the bright lights while my own eyes flare open, darting with adrenaline. I hear a raspy chuckle in response, my face a theater, broadcasting every feeling in high-def for him to enjoy. A latex covered glove grabs a chunk of my inner thigh and slowly, so, fucking, slowly, slides its way towards my pussy, a growl in my ear wondering, “Are we wearing panties today, bad girl?”

The hygienist hands me a tiny cup and tells me to rinse and spit. I have to shake my head and blink for a second before I remember where I am. When I leave, I’m pretty conscious of the wet spot my crotch left on the chair. Blushing, I want to wipe it up before someone notices but hurriedly leave instead.


Bondage Lessons at Westward Bound

You might have noticed my sudden disappearance the past few days. I believe I mentioned it before, but I was lucky enough to be invited to present my take on Bondage 101 at Westward Bound in Vancouver, BC. It was my first teaching experience, and one I won’t soon forget. I’m very grateful to have had such a lively, motivated group of students in my class. They were amazing people to work with all around. I can only hope they got as much out of the experience as I did. I’m already working on material for a few new classes. I think this presenting thing could get under my skin..

It wasn’t all work though, I got to spend plenty of time socializing with new and old friends. And of course, there was a large, well-equipped dungeon to explore at night. I have to admit, I certainly did get into my fair share of trouble. I had an amazing single-tail scene with a friend of mine that was just the kind of ass-kicking that I needed. My inner pain pig doesn’t get to go on holiday very often these days, and it was such a wonderful release to get to let that part of me go so far for a night. It’s probably a good thing I don’t play that hard all the time though, I don’t know that I could take it too often. Besides, every once in a while a girl needs a nice, sensual spanking. Or something like that.

All in all it was an amazing experience and it left me feeling revitalized and excited to get back out into the scene. I’ll be at the Portland Rope Arts Group meeting and play parties this month getting my rope fix. Strangely enough, I didn’t get to do much in the way of tying at Westward Bound. I’ve got to change that…


Welcome Home Cindy!

Well, I finally made it home from the Adult Entertainment Expo in Vegas! I had an AMAZING time, and even managed to pick up a few new toys. My favorite purchase would have to be the beautiful new strap-on harness that I got from the wonderful people at SpareParts. I got to try it out with my (incredibly lucky) guy last night and when we were done he said, “I don’t care what you paid for that thing, it was the best purchase you’ve made!” It was the first harness I’ve used where I’ve actually come just from pegging someone, so that was a big bonus as well. *Revels in memories of crazy monkey sex for just a minute* Oh yes! Where were we? AVN, that’s right. Anyways, I had an AMAZING time with my smoking hot phone sex friends. Other highlights would have to include the interview we did with the cuties from geekbauchery.com and the general awesomeness that was being surrounded by other adult entertainers. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE doing phone sex, but sometimes it can be a little lonely, and it’s nice to realize that I’m not that weird or unusual for doing this and enjoying it at the same time. (If you don’t believe that I enjoy it, try a call with me and see what you’re missing!)

Speaking of missing, I really did miss talking to all my regular callers. I hope you enjoyed my updates! (I really am trying to be better about that, I swear!) If you still don’t have enough of me, make sure you follow me on Twitter! I tend to update that pretty frequently, since I can do it from my cell phone and I ALWAYS have that with me!

Can’t wait to speak with you!
XoXo
-Cindy


AEExpo Update!

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As many of you already know, the Bay City Blues girls are out enjoying the sunshine and the Adult Entertainment Expo in Las Vegas this weekend. It’s been a heck of a trip so far, including a minor kerfuffle and delay at the airport in Portland all the way through some drunken debauchery in the last few nights. All that and we still have a few more days left to enjoy hobnobbing with all the adult stars here. Aren’t you jealous? You should be! We love being adult entertainers and the best thing about this experience so far has been being surrounded by people who feel the same way. A few highlights for me so far were doing an interview with the guys behind geekbauchery.com and getting an amazing new strap-on harness from the amazing people at SpareParts. I’m so excited about it that I can hardly stand to keep it all tucked away in my suitcase. Wish I had brought my glittery faux-cock from back home so I could play around with it a little more. Oh well. Guess I’ll have to wait till I get home to try it out on some very lucky boys.

Well, that’s it for today’s AVN update, if you want more from me be sure to check out my Twitter feed: CindyJayeBCB.

Can’t wait to catch up with you all when I get home!
-Cindy


The Trials and Tribulations of a Rope Diva

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There has been an awful lot of rope in my life lately. I’m certainly not complaining about it either! A few weeks ago I was invited to a friends’ dungeon to rig for a photo shoot and tomorrow I’m headed off to do the same thing for a different group of people. It’s always interesting to try to work with a photographer and a group of models to try to bring someone else’s vision to life. I tell ya, naked girls, rope, it’s really tough to be me.

Not to mention the fact that I’m heading off to Las Vegas for the Adult Entertainment Expo in less than a week. Unfortunately that means I won’t be around to enjoy all your hot, steamy phone sex calls, but due to my fancy new iPad (Merry Christmas Cindy!) you can expect me to stay well-connected during my trip! Exciting! I don’t exactly know what to expect (other than a good time) but I’m looking forward to finding out.

A little after I return from Vegas I’ll be heading off again, this time to Vancouver, BC. I’ll be teaching my new class ‘Rope Confidence for Beginners’ for the first time. I’m a little nervous, but I honestly love teaching, especially about something fun like rope, so I’m mostly just uncontrollably excited about the whole thing. The fact that I have a hot date for the dungeon on Friday night doesn’t hurt either. ;)

Nothing’s ever perfect, but it sure does seem like 2012 is off to a good start for me. Here’s hoping you call me to share the love. Besides, I owe one of you a losing round. Wouldn’t want anyone to think I don’t make good on my word or anything like that….


Sexy Trivia Night



Don’t forget that our sexy trivia night is coming up this Tuesday, January 10 at 7pm Pacific 10pm Eastern time. Join us in the Bay City Blues naughty chat room for a raunchy good time. You don’t need a password to get in, just choose a nickname and come on in! We play for about an hour or so, and my dear friend and fellow phone whore Chaps has earned quite the reputation for trying to distract the players and current leaders with her unbelievable sexiness. Don’t forget that girls can win too, and give their free calls away to whichever caller they like, so you might want to come prepared for some ass-kissing, worship and adoration of all kinds! In short, it’s a great time and you’ve got nothing to lose, so join us!